December 2009
8 posts
its so hot the bones show through our skin
its so hot let the bones show through her skin
criss cross applesauce
i dont know what or who to believe anymore.
its all lust and lies.
secret motives.
im sick of it, but im part of it.
how do i know if this time its pure?
i will have to go with that light feeling in my chest.
i have wronged myself before so it will come as no suprise.
but i have also led myself to great pleasure.
only time can tell
love.love
my eyes ache.
sleep i shall.
i was hoping for a certain something that never came.
im falling..
asleep
or
in love
or
both, maybe neither.
hauschka is healing my aching flesh.
and persuading my hopes.
that device will sound. and a heavy heart shall be lifted.
lets think i was not forgotten?
*wish*
Now all is ready for Whitson eve,
Dearest boy of mine, far away
Comest...
– Henrik Ibsen
i'm not the kind...
michka is quite persuasive, she has ways with her tongue.
and so now i am permanently altering my flesh.
haha she says its for a good cause. and i believe her. i just know shes right.
and this is all so silly.
GĀ & F
TrebleĀ & Bass
upside down & right side up
together they form that blood pumping beauty in your chest cavity.
and so that shall be on my derriere.